Forever? I doubt.

Do you know how much it hurts when a phase ends? I mean we are all so caught up in the moment that there is never enough time to think about what will happen when this phase ends. They say all good things come to end, but can promised to never end relationships also end? I’m sure most of you had some name in your head while you read that question (congratulations if you didn’t). Today I was looking back at a few pictures and all of that I promised to push back just came flooding back in, I’m sure at least a few of you souls could relate to what I’m saying.

I don’t get this, what does ‘I promise to never leave you’ or ‘I promise to always be by your side’ mean? Does it not hold enough meaning to fight all odds, to push back your ego, to solve the unwanted problems? At the end of the day, all of us never keep a promise, none of us stick to our word, it holds absolutely no importance, no meaning at all. In today’s generation, ego is the key to all failed relationships. It’s always about, ‘no why should I take the first step?’ or ‘no they should come and speak to me, not the other way round’. 

What if one day someone who you thought would never leave just walks away from your life? What happens then? This person must have been someone you’ve confided in, they know all of your secrets and now they’re gone. This person must have been someone you thought would never leave, no matter how many friends go and come; this one will stick till the end. Now imagine if this happens to you, not once but more times than you can imagine? You know like, when you trust someone and they break it, but somehow you regain the courage in you to trust someone else again but they break it too. Imagine how devastated you’d be to know you can’t keep people around you for more than a year, because they choose to walk away. You start doubting yourself; you tell yourself you’re no good, you’re the worst kind of friend ever. 

There’s a little voice in us, it’s the negative one. This person loves pushing you down all the time. Before you had someone who you could talk, this someone would tell you then, no you’re better than you think you are, but what if this person walks away and never comes back? Lol. It gets so messed up really.

So save yourself people, you are your own hero. Let other people come and go and the end of it, you die alone, not taking people with you but only faded, hurtful and joyful memories, contrasting each other. Don’t ever hold expectation that this person is going to be my forever, because let’s face it, what exactly is a forever?

The Different Types of School-ies

I kinda realized that I’ve been writing a lot about school lately, being nostalgic at its best huh? So while we are still going down the memory lane, I decided I’ll write about the different kinds of people or should I say weirdos we encounter through school. 

The Dan Humphrey
This person knows everything about everyone, it’s insane. She’s like the television you cannot switch off and for some, don’t want to switch off. And she’d quote phrases like “OMG did you know?” and you’re like “….here we go again” *dramatic eye roll* because you would have heard that same story a twenty billion times already from the same exact person. Dan Humphrey cannot shut up, doesn’t know how to shut up rather. The worse is when she’d say, “That’s old news love” and you’d just think old news? Was I stuck in time or living under a rock or something?

 The Crazies
These girls are usually the ones who are obsessed with a particular band or an actor or a series. And when I say obsessed I don’t mean, the normal ones who once in a while would talk about it, I mean, as the name suggests, crazy insane obsessed! These girls get depressed and don’t eat if their favorite actor who they potentially have a crush on, start dating someone, it is that level of crazy that I’m talking about. They are always talking about that one thing, 24 by 7. They hyperventilate and shriek their lungs out everytime something comes out by the media.

The Desperates
Every school has a bunch of people who would do rather anything to get into the ‘popular zone’. They’d do anything they were asked to do. These people are constantly making friends or rather trying to make friends with everybody, just to be known. As stupid as it sounds, they’re always trying to be the good one, helping people when they don’t even ask for it, just to get on their good side. They get insanely jealous of everyone who is in the popular zone and things get crazy. They keep posting statuses about things that are in style or trending at the moment. I know of people who’d post statuses up about football and the much new FIFA world cup, even though they have no idea as to what is happening, why? Because they’re desperate for comments, likes and all of that crap which they think would make them popular. Good luck with that, lol.

The Pretentious Goodie Two Shoes
The name makes it pretty clear already, but I’d get into the details anyway. These girls pretend to be the innocent, not doing any crap but only good girls, but in reality they’re actually the worst. “I don’t have a boyfriend, never had one, don’t want to, don’t like it” and then you see them grinding in parties and in your head there’s *LOL, LOL, LOL, LOL* going on. And the next day, it’s like they’ve had a memory loss, like someone hit them on the head or something and they lie about the whole thing, I’d like to hit them on the head with something myself.

The Kim Kardashian
This lady has got it all, she’s popular but filled with arrogance and attitude. She thinks she’s the best; she’s always bragging and always changing boyfriends, like she’s changing clothes. Hot and Cold by Katy Perry is the theme song of her life. She’s got all the guys running after her and she loves the attention, she makes everyone sick but everyone wants to be her friend anyway. She gets things done by people, like she’s the queen around the place and no one could say a thing against it. To conclude, she’s a nuisance.

The Love Sick
So basically let me explain this cycle to you, she dates someone, she says she’s in love with this one, breaks up, dates another someone and says she’s in love with this one. She loves every guy she dates, she cannot live without this guy, she will cry over this guy for two weeks until she has a rebound going on and boom! Before you know it, she’s in love with this one too. These kind of girls make me sick to my stomach. And I don’t know whether they realize what they’re doing, but everyone else does and it’s a not a very good image you got going there, lovely.

The Buffet Lover
This person has a tiffin for every class. She’s always eating and despite of the amount of food she’s already had, she’s still hungry. Like is that your stomach or a hole that never ends? When this person is done with their tiffin, others you better watch out, it’s coming for yours. She’s also the one who has the most money in her wallet, why you ask? Of course to buy food from the canteen, when she runs out of it. You didn’t expect her to keep it for emergency, now do you?

I COMPLETED TWO YEARS!

Time passes by so quickly doesn't it? I mean I still remember writing by blog post on my one year completion and here I am typing the second year post. Wow, two years of being able to express myself over a platform where I don't know anyone who is reading, okay I probably do know some of them but you get my point. So I kinda completed two years on 10th of March, and this post is so long overdue, but cbse is too blame.

My last year's post was all about how I'm thankful to you all for what I have achieved, where have I reached, how I developed as a writer overall, but this year I plan on doing something different. Oh well, no thank yous to all of you. But to whoever who hasn't read my one year post, do so before you read this one http://arohib.blogspot.ae/2013/03/one-year.html (that's the link, go ahead!)

So this year I want to do a little a 'picture says a thousand words'. I post a few pictures really dear to me and tell you the inside to it.

This picture marks the day I graduated from school, just like that 14 years got over. At this point of time, I had really mixed emotions in my head. Holding candles, hoping that no one burns my hair or I don’t burn anyone’s. I had a huge lump in my throat, the feeling of not going to be setting an alarm to get up anymore was filling me, and it was like emptiness engulfed me completely.

Everything about this quote gets me, everytime I read it; I say woah in the back of my head. Although you cannot do without presentations and studying in 12^th grade, this quote really does make a lot of sense. Definitely makes the top of my favorite quotations chart. Every time someone gets so involved in making these presentations and stuff, you know back in school days, I used to say this and just to let you guys know, most of the time it was me, with the presentations and stuff, ironic isn’t it?

I was in the taxi going to school when I kinda decided I wanted to go back home, I don’t know why I had a really sick feeling in my stomach, something did not want me to go to school but all that aside I did go to school in a sari which I was so scared was going to come open but I got through. Heels, sari, jhumkas not my thing, but here I am typing it which means I really did get through the day.

This kinda defines me. I mostly write when I’m like really annoyed and something has really gotten on my nerves. When I know I have no one to talk to, or I’m sure I sound really silly, I blog it. And don’t worry, with blogging, comes a hell load of criticism, which I accept openly. That logo took me ages to make by the way, I just couldn’t get the right size to fit on the damn page and then I had to search like twenty billion sites to combine all these elements without being able to pay for it, such a pain I tell you. (Sorry for the exaggeration, but you get my point)

Do you notice those blue color sashes? I burnt my hand so many times while burning the edges and whoever thought it was going to such a pain to write on them. The point is, these people defined the last two years of my life. Right from eating in class almost everytime the teacher turned or not to being there for each  other, we’ve done it. If someone asked me the best memory I had with them, I’d say this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7zmU7k5YRUQ anyday! The torture I put them through and the faces they’ve made through it all, very hilarious lol.

I genuinely look forward to more years of blogging and not posting regularly.